my late grandpapa.

My maternal grandfather had just passed away this morning at 11.39am at TTSH. Last night when i went to TTSH to see him, i nearly dopped my tears cause it pains me to see him in that state. He’s under oxygen mask and breathing very heavily, his both hands were swollen, his both legs were turning yellow, his face became thinner, and needles were being poked into his hands causing all the blue-black. I’m glad that at least i still went to see him last night though he might not know that i’m there due to the fact that he’s unconscious. But when my mum lift up his eyelids, his eyeballs were moving and he seems to understand what are we talking. I just miss him so much cause i never really spend alot of time when he’s alive. Now that both my grandfathers had passed away, and i’m only left with 2 grandmothers, i’m going to cherish them till their last breathe.

If anyone of you wanna come to the wake, please call or message me so as i could provide you with the address.

Sorted out some customer list for Humming House Flowers and Gifts P/L just now, as they need to call all our customers to inform them that my grandfather had passed away and see if those customers of mine wanna send a wreath or a comforter over. I used all my afternoon to sort it out, and it sumed up to 6 whole pages of it.

Sorry to Glenda that i cant attend your birthday party at MOS this saturday. I was really looking forward to it as it has been a long time since i last clubbed, but sorry that this has to happen. Even the NDP rehearsal i cant even attend, and perhaps Samuel’s birthday party i cant even go cause its held at his house. In 3 years, i’ve lost 4 of my very close kins. I dun wish to lose another one in the coming years, its very tiring physically and mentally for all my family members. I just want everyone to be healthy and strong.

Please rest in peace, grandpapa.

Asos loots.

After a week of waiting, my Asos and VS stuffs arrived. Out of 4 items i ordered from Asos, only 2 are up to my expectation and that’s the Off Shoulder Tunic and the Sash Belt. Whereas the Umbro shorts were far too long for me, so i intended to give to DArling. And another Yellow Tubetop, i intended to give it to Elaine cause it’ll be a hassle to exchange it and the waiting time is a killer. Victoria Secrets Crochet Babydoll Halter is of a wrong colour, and i too dont want to make an exchange so it’s to be given to Jacqueline aka flame`ger.

My grandpapa is in a critical condition is TTSH, and his right side brain already has brain stroke. When i heard the news from Cindy yesterday night, i was stunned and dropped the glass which i was holding in my hand. He’s unconscious now, and he again have to be put on the oxygen mask which he had taken out on Saturday. I thought that his condition will improve and he’ll be out of the hospital within this week, but after hearing the news from Cindy, i know it’ll not be that easy. DArling promised me that he’ll go with me to TTSH later after work, but i hope it’ll not be the last time i’ll be seeing my grandpapa. Please pray and bless for me, everyone.

Had a small quarrel with DArling last night, and resulted to me drinking 2 cans of beer in his room. Well, i’ve locked his room door so he has to spend the night out in the living room. I wouldnt want to go into the details of what we’re arguing about, but come to think of it, i myself should have found out about that truth first. We made up this morning with him waking up as early as 530am to make me breakfast of eggs, bacon and garlic bread. I’ve not been returning to Ubi office that often already, cause i cant stand the sight of Steven. He kept on pushing us for sales, as last month not one sales person had got sales for the company. I dunnoe where he got the news of saying that people in our company has been leaking out informations to our competitors of same trade, and now he’s going to take legal actions against those who do. It’s too exaggerating, dont u think so?

1.50pm.

Nth much to conclude about my weekends, just that i’ve been spending and shopping since Friday. Bought 2 pairs of Le Coq Sportiff slippers for both me and DArling. I dont really want to go into details of what other things i’ve bought cause its really too much and only photos to show. Saturday shopping along den bumped into Binzer with Ter at Takashimaya, and nice Binzer sent me to DArling’s house after shopping with me for an hour. It was a rush shopping for me cause i only spent 1 and a half hour in town, and it cost me to buy Mango sneakers, a cropped jacket and a shorts. It damages me over $200 for these three items. Midnight supper with Mennis and friends at ChongPang Nasi Lemak till 5am.

Sunday shopping with Jacqueline aka flame`ger and Elaine. Met up with Jacqueline and Jabez first at Wisma, den Elaine joined us at around 4pm+. It was a nice shopping experience with them, and i went to Make-Up Store and bought some make-up, a Topshop top and a Mango Top for Cindy. Total damage close to $200. Went to Coffee Club Express at Paragon, but their food were kinda of ex and not nice at all. Went to Hollywood Secrets to look for Mennis and she helped me curled my hair FOC, den also have my eyebrows plucked by Ivy. When i reached DArling’s place, he said that i look nice with curl hair. Lols. I’m so going to curl my hair on my birthday for a new image of me.

Short and sweet entry cause i’m too tired to blog as i’ve slept less than 10 hours in the weekends.

 My curls and i’m so in love with it.

 These cost me over $80.

 Shopping for the weekends.

4.18pm

My maternal grandfather is in TTSH now, as his lungs is filled with water and his blood pressure is slightly on a higher side. Went with DArling last night to visit him after work, and its pains to see him turning so skinny. He ran a fever last night, and he’s on oxygen mask now. Doctor says that his survival rate is only 50-50, all my aunties including Mummy and a few of cousins of mine were there. Ree and Taiyong came not long after, but all 4 of us left about an hour later. I seriously hope that he’ll get well soon.

1.36pm

No, Amelia, please dont get my wrong meaning. I’ll never blamed or forced you if you really dont feel like coming back to Singapore, but it just made me feel kinda of sad and disappointed at the things that u’ve typed. I’ve always thought that you’re constantly thinking back of returning back to SG, cause that’s wad i’ve been thinking of for the past few months. All of us really misses you alot, and when i broke the news to Samuel that u dont feel like coming back to SG, he was surprised and kept on asking me wad had happened to u. Seriously, i too wanna know wad had happened to u. Everyone her just miss you so much, please always remember that.

***

Okay, i’ve not been returning back home from 8th of June till now. Everynight i wanna go home, but either i was too tired to drive home or DArling was too tired to drive me back home. Mummy called me up yesterday evening and asked me if i’m going home for dinner as she had cooked dinner for both me and DArling, but we declined as DArling’s mummy had also cooked our dinner. Mummy procceded to ask me if buying me a LV bag for my birthday is appropriate, i too declined. She even told me that her budget was only up to $1k. I told her that if u wanna buy me a present, then buy me a car and nothing else. I know that i’m way too straight forward, but thats the way i am. I wanted a car since the age of 18, but i didnt get my license until this March so the yearning for a car increases. Eventually, Mummy told Daddy about it and obviously Daddy has something to say as he’ll be the one paying for the car if i ever get one, and the things he said hurts me. He said that i didnt put in enough responsibility in this company, and said that he’ll do his part if he saw a change in my attitude for work. I’m working for 4 companies, not 1 alright? How am i suppose to look after everything? The other things he said made my tears dropped, so i wont reveal wad he really said.

***

Right now, DArling is looking for a second-hand car for me. I guess he’s the only one who can really understand what’s going on in my mind, and i really appreciate it. As my criteria for a car is very complicated, i explained everything to him and told him that my budget per month will not go beyond $850. End of this year, DArling and i are planning on a holiday trip to either Taiwan or Hongkong for relaxing of our minds and bodies.

***

Photos of little Jareth:

Not even the best hairstyle can make an ugly mind pretty just sent you a Nudge!

Not even the best hairstyle can make an ugly mind pretty says (3:59 PM):

damn green

Jessie says (4:08 PM):

damn blueee

Not even the best hairstyle can make an ugly mind pretty says (4:08 PM):

so damn green man

Jessie says (4:09 PM):

wad have u been up to?

Not even the best hairstyle can make an ugly mind pretty says (4:09 PM):

nth much

Not even the best hairstyle can make an ugly mind pretty says (4:09 PM):

just slacking around

Jessie says (4:09 PM):

so when are u coming back?

Not even the best hairstyle can make an ugly mind pretty says (4:09 PM):

don wanna go back already la

Jessie says (4:10 PM):

i was just thinking abt how come u so long not online

Jessie says (4:10 PM):

ya lah ya lah

Not even the best hairstyle can make an ugly mind pretty says (4:10 PM):

lol

Not even the best hairstyle can make an ugly mind pretty says (4:10 PM):

miss me right

Not even the best hairstyle can make an ugly mind pretty says (4:10 PM):

hahahaha

Jessie says (4:10 PM):

ya

Jessie says (4:10 PM):

of course la

Jessie says (4:10 PM):

u dun miss me mehs?

Not even the best hairstyle can make an ugly mind pretty says (4:10 PM):

lol

Not even the best hairstyle can make an ugly mind pretty says (4:10 PM):

miss

Jessie says (4:11 PM):

ya lahs

Jessie says (4:11 PM):

we boycott meimei leys

Not even the best hairstyle can make an ugly mind pretty says (4:11 PM):

lol

Not even the best hairstyle can make an ugly mind pretty says (4:11 PM):

y

Not even the best hairstyle can make an ugly mind pretty says (4:11 PM):

because of what happened to jac_

Jessie says (4:11 PM):

its a long long story

Jessie says (4:11 PM):

ya, somehow

Jessie says (4:11 PM):

she not angry with jac, but mennis

Jessie says (4:11 PM):

she says they came late in meeting us, they didnt even apologise

Not even the best hairstyle can make an ugly mind pretty says (4:12 PM):

lol

Not even the best hairstyle can make an ugly mind pretty says (4:12 PM):

i know

Not even the best hairstyle can make an ugly mind pretty says (4:12 PM):

jac told me

Not even the best hairstyle can make an ugly mind pretty says (4:12 PM):

haha

Jessie says (4:12 PM):

haha

Jessie says (4:12 PM):

siao one lah

Jessie says (4:12 PM):

bloody DILMA

Jessie says (4:12 PM):

*DILBA

Not even the best hairstyle can make an ugly mind pretty says (4:12 PM):

lol

Not even the best hairstyle can make an ugly mind pretty says (4:12 PM):

heck care la

Jessie says (4:13 PM):

u know wad is DILBA anot?

Not even the best hairstyle can make an ugly mind pretty says (4:13 PM):

i know la

Jessie says (4:13 PM):

wad wad?

Not even the best hairstyle can make an ugly mind pretty says (4:14 PM):

donno wat dumb indian lesbian association

Not even the best hairstyle can make an ugly mind pretty says (4:14 PM):

something like tat la

Jessie says (4:14 PM):

yaya

Jessie says (4:14 PM):

correct

Not even the best hairstyle can make an ugly mind pretty says (4:14 PM):

lol

Not even the best hairstyle can make an ugly mind pretty says (4:14 PM):

ass

Not even the best hairstyle can make an ugly mind pretty says (4:14 PM):

we came up with it together leh

Jessie says (4:14 PM):

ya lahs

Jessie says (4:14 PM):

i’m going to spread ard soon

Not even the best hairstyle can make an ugly mind pretty says (4:14 PM):

lol

Not even the best hairstyle can make an ugly mind pretty says (4:14 PM):

ass man

Not even the best hairstyle can make an ugly mind pretty says (4:14 PM):

u’re damn bad la

Jessie says (4:14 PM):

she bad first lohs

Jessie says (4:15 PM):

u know wad she say anot?

Jessie says (4:15 PM):

she says dat whenever there’s place with mennis around, she wun be there

Not even the best hairstyle can make an ugly mind pretty says (4:15 PM):

…….

Jessie says (4:15 PM):

siao rite?

Not even the best hairstyle can make an ugly mind pretty says (4:15 PM):

just because of that?

Not even the best hairstyle can make an ugly mind pretty says (4:15 PM):

lol

Not even the best hairstyle can make an ugly mind pretty says (4:15 PM):

total madness la

Jessie says (4:15 PM):

i wanna see how long she can be angry with

Jessie says (4:15 PM):

ya lahs

Jessie says (4:15 PM):

Lavene also nv say anything

Jessie says (4:15 PM):

den she wanna kick up a fuss

Not even the best hairstyle can make an ugly mind pretty says (4:16 PM):

lol

Not even the best hairstyle can make an ugly mind pretty says (4:16 PM):

aiyah

Not even the best hairstyle can make an ugly mind pretty says (4:16 PM):

she’s the whole world leh

Not even the best hairstyle can make an ugly mind pretty says (4:16 PM):

who can u blame

Jessie says (4:16 PM):

ya

Jessie says (4:16 PM):

den i must well go out with jacq and mennis than going out with her

Jessie says (4:17 PM):

even though going out with her, i might be mistaken that i thought i was going out with 10 person

Not even the best hairstyle can make an ugly mind pretty says (4:17 PM):

lol

Not even the best hairstyle can make an ugly mind pretty says (4:17 PM):

ass la u

Jessie says (4:18 PM):

lol

Jessie says (4:18 PM):

she changed to become more petty

Not even the best hairstyle can make an ugly mind pretty says (4:18 PM):

damn bad la

Not even the best hairstyle can make an ugly mind pretty says (4:18 PM):

haha

Not even the best hairstyle can make an ugly mind pretty says (4:18 PM):

is it

Jessie says (4:18 PM):

ya

Jessie says (4:18 PM):

dont u think that this is only a small matter?

Not even the best hairstyle can make an ugly mind pretty says (4:18 PM):

yup..

Not even the best hairstyle can make an ugly mind pretty says (4:18 PM):

but maybe she just get pissed off for waiting tat long la

Jessie says (4:19 PM):

ya, i know

Jessie says (4:19 PM):

but will u because of this small matter wanna break off a 7 years friendship?

Not even the best hairstyle can make an ugly mind pretty says (4:20 PM):

nope

Not even the best hairstyle can make an ugly mind pretty says (4:20 PM):

lol

Jessie says (4:20 PM):

she still dare to ask me :” If this kinda of things happened to you, u wun be angry mehs?”

Jessie says (4:20 PM):

Of course i’ll be angry, but one must know their limits mahs

Jessie says (4:20 PM):

angry for awhile, den forget it already, just treat it as nth happened

Jessie says (4:20 PM):

siao char boh

Not even the best hairstyle can make an ugly mind pretty says (4:21 PM):

well.. the thing is she doesnt really like mennis in the lst place

Jessie says (4:21 PM):

i know

Not even the best hairstyle can make an ugly mind pretty says (4:21 PM):

so when this thing happened, i guess that’s what broke her limit?

Not even the best hairstyle can make an ugly mind pretty says (4:21 PM):

haha

Jessie says (4:21 PM):

ever since 2-3 years back, we almost lost mennis to a quarrel

Jessie says (4:21 PM):

but i can see that mennis totally changed already

Jessie says (4:22 PM):

at least she’s not like meimei that materialistic

Not even the best hairstyle can make an ugly mind pretty says (4:22 PM):

haha..

Not even the best hairstyle can make an ugly mind pretty says (4:22 PM):

tat 1 i’m not too sure either

Jessie says (4:22 PM):

and always like to shoot her mouth before using her brains to think

Not even the best hairstyle can make an ugly mind pretty says (4:22 PM):

lol

Not even the best hairstyle can make an ugly mind pretty says (4:22 PM):

eh.. i’m at fault at tat too leh

Jessie says (4:22 PM):

??

Jessie says (4:22 PM):

wad fault?

Not even the best hairstyle can make an ugly mind pretty says (4:22 PM):

i mean i do speak without thinking at times too

Not even the best hairstyle can make an ugly mind pretty says (4:22 PM):

haha

Jessie says (4:23 PM):

ya, but everyone knows that u didnt mean it mahs

Jessie says (4:23 PM):

but meimei always thinks that she’s on the top of the world where no one can dominate her

Not even the best hairstyle can make an ugly mind pretty says (4:23 PM):

lol

Not even the best hairstyle can make an ugly mind pretty says (4:23 PM):

her problem la

Not even the best hairstyle can make an ugly mind pretty says (4:23 PM):

not my problem

Jessie says (4:23 PM):

really damn headache lohs

Jessie says (4:23 PM):

esp Samuel and me

Not even the best hairstyle can make an ugly mind pretty says (4:24 PM):

wat’s there to headache abt?

Not even the best hairstyle can make an ugly mind pretty says (4:24 PM):

just heck care loh

Not even the best hairstyle can make an ugly mind pretty says (4:24 PM):

be neutral

Jessie says (4:24 PM):

cause our birthday are approaching already, so we want all our friends to have fun but its gonna be difficult this year

Not even the best hairstyle can make an ugly mind pretty says (4:24 PM):

ah.. true

Jessie says (4:24 PM):

and another thing is that SOMEONE also not coming back in time to celebrate our birthdays

Not even the best hairstyle can make an ugly mind pretty says (4:25 PM):

lol

Not even the best hairstyle can make an ugly mind pretty says (4:25 PM):

doesnt make a difference leh

Jessie says (4:25 PM):

u shit head arhs!

Jessie says (4:25 PM):

who says so?>

Not even the best hairstyle can make an ugly mind pretty says (4:25 PM):

i said

Not even the best hairstyle can make an ugly mind pretty says (4:25 PM):

say say say

Jessie says (4:25 PM):

up till now, i still always hope that u’ll give me a surprise like wad Samuel did last year on my birthday?

Not even the best hairstyle can make an ugly mind pretty says (4:26 PM):

lol

Not even the best hairstyle can make an ugly mind pretty says (4:26 PM):

i don think tat’s possible

Jessie says (4:26 PM):

i guess so too

Not even the best hairstyle can make an ugly mind pretty says (4:26 PM):

i don even feel like going back la

Jessie says (4:26 PM):

y?

Not even the best hairstyle can make an ugly mind pretty says (4:27 PM):

hmmm.. no why..

Jessie says (4:28 PM):

dont u miss ur family and Edwin?

Not even the best hairstyle can make an ugly mind pretty says (4:28 PM):

seriously, i don miss my family

Not even the best hairstyle can make an ugly mind pretty says (4:28 PM):

i think i’m heartless man

Not even the best hairstyle can make an ugly mind pretty says (4:28 PM):

lol

Jessie says (4:28 PM):

how about Edwin?

Not even the best hairstyle can make an ugly mind pretty says (4:28 PM):

hmmmm…

Not even the best hairstyle can make an ugly mind pretty says (4:28 PM):

sometimes?

Jessie says (4:28 PM):

okay

Jessie says (4:29 PM):

i mean its up to u whether u wanna come back or anot

Jessie says (4:29 PM):

we cant force u or anything

Jessie says (4:29 PM):

but it’ll have an impact in our lives

Not even the best hairstyle can make an ugly mind pretty says (4:29 PM):

wat u mean?

Jessie says (4:29 PM):

well, i dunnoe about others

Jessie says (4:30 PM):

but i myself had been wishing that u’ll be back soon

Jessie says (4:30 PM):

but now i saw u typing : i don even feel like going back la

Jessie says (4:30 PM):

i somehow dun have de mood anything

Not even the best hairstyle can make an ugly mind pretty says (4:30 PM):

…

Jessie says (4:30 PM):

*anymore

Jessie says (4:30 PM):

seriously

Jessie says (4:31 PM):

i just feel like crying now infront of my com

Jessie says (4:31 PM):

as in not crying out loud

Not even the best hairstyle can make an ugly mind pretty says (4:31 PM):

u’re the same as edwin

Jessie says (4:31 PM):

but just feel like tears dropping

Not even the best hairstyle can make an ugly mind pretty says (4:31 PM):

i told him abt it too

Jessie says (4:31 PM):

of course lahs

Jessie says (4:31 PM):

hey, we’ve been friends for so long already can

Jessie says (4:31 PM):

secrets that no one knows, only u knows

Not even the best hairstyle can make an ugly mind pretty says (4:32 PM):

yah..exactly

Jessie says (4:32 PM):

and u said this kinda of stuffs out, how u wan me to react?

Jessie says (4:32 PM):

treat it as nth happened? sory, i cant do it

Not even the best hairstyle can make an ugly mind pretty says (4:32 PM):

but the thing tat makes me don even want to go back to sg is because i hate to be at home

Jessie says (4:33 PM):

thats only a small matter

Not even the best hairstyle can make an ugly mind pretty says (4:33 PM):

it’s not a small matter la

Jessie says (4:33 PM):

u can take up courses or work during that time

Not even the best hairstyle can make an ugly mind pretty says (4:33 PM):

my grandma and mum are always at loggerheads

Not even the best hairstyle can make an ugly mind pretty says (4:33 PM):

how u want me to stay at home peacefully man

Jessie says (4:33 PM):

u wun stay at home the whole day too

Not even the best hairstyle can make an ugly mind pretty says (4:33 PM):

i cant do it la

Not even the best hairstyle can make an ugly mind pretty says (4:33 PM):

i’d rather get out of my house

Jessie says (4:33 PM):

okay, go and work lohs

Not even the best hairstyle can make an ugly mind pretty says (4:33 PM):

yah.. it’s true tat i wont stay at home the whole damn day

Jessie says (4:34 PM):

or u dun wanna return home, u can stay at Edwin’s house

Not even the best hairstyle can make an ugly mind pretty says (4:34 PM):

but now i don even have the urge to face any of them in sg

Not even the best hairstyle can make an ugly mind pretty says (4:34 PM):

lol.. edwin’s house? no thanks

Jessie says (4:34 PM):

u can stay at my place too mahs

Jessie says (4:34 PM):

i got spare bed for u

Not even the best hairstyle can make an ugly mind pretty says (4:34 PM):

if i have a choice, i’d migrate to another country where i donno anybody

Jessie says (4:34 PM):

i seriously dunnoe what comes over u

Jessie says (4:34 PM):

u’re like meimei

Jessie says (4:35 PM):

a total change person in a foreign country

Not even the best hairstyle can make an ugly mind pretty says (4:35 PM):

lol

Not even the best hairstyle can make an ugly mind pretty says (4:35 PM):

since when

Jessie says (4:35 PM):

like a person who is a stranger to me

Not even the best hairstyle can make an ugly mind pretty says (4:35 PM):

i donno too

Jessie says (4:35 PM):

anyway, its up to u

Not even the best hairstyle can make an ugly mind pretty says (4:36 PM):

aiyah.. it’s just that the chaos in my family

Jessie says (4:36 PM):

u’ve been living in Sg for at least 18 years right?

Jessie says (4:36 PM):

i dun having u complaining to me at all in the past

Jessie says (4:37 PM):

abt the chaos in ur house

Jessie says (4:37 PM):

perhaps to me, its just an excuse for not coming back to sg

Not even the best hairstyle can make an ugly mind pretty says (4:38 PM):

lol

Not even the best hairstyle can make an ugly mind pretty says (4:39 PM):

i don remember telling anybody anything

Not even the best hairstyle can make an ugly mind pretty says (4:39 PM):

maybe u’re right.. maybe u’re wrong

Not even the best hairstyle can make an ugly mind pretty says (4:39 PM):

but whatever it is, i’ll still have to go back to sg

Not even the best hairstyle can make an ugly mind pretty says (4:39 PM):

it’s only a matter of time

Jessie says (4:39 PM):

ok

Jessie says (4:39 PM):

i really dunnoe wad to say anymore

Jessie says (4:40 PM):

i thought this conversation is going to be a fun one since it has been ages since i last saw u online/talk to u on the phone

Jessie says (4:40 PM):

but it seems like its not

Not even the best hairstyle can make an ugly mind pretty says (4:40 PM):

…

Not even the best hairstyle can make an ugly mind pretty says (4:41 PM):

aiyah.. just forget abt it

Not even the best hairstyle can make an ugly mind pretty says (4:41 PM):

the fact is i’ll still have to go back to sg

Not even the best hairstyle can make an ugly mind pretty says (4:41 PM):

so there’s nothing much to think abt in the lst place

Can someone please tell me how to react upon reading this? I’ve been waiting and waiting for her return, but just one sentence from her dashed all my dreams. Yes, she’s coming back, that’s for sure but i dont want her to come back unwillingly. It just makes my day more worse after meetings.

I got a feeling that i’m relying on DArling far too much already, so much so that i felt that i’ve became a person with no stand at all. Every single thing, even the smallest detail of what bedsheet to buy for my bed at my own house, i also have to ask DArling to make the decision for it. He’ll never get mad at me, but sometimes he’ll get a little bit puzzled why he have to make decision for me. Maybe spending too much time with a person u love, u’ll gradually grow to become more and more similar to each other.

For instance, Gavin is a person who can study very well and he even made it to the NTU. Therefore, my youngest sister Cindy is becoming more and more like him. Close friends around me will know that Cindy never likes studying at all, and she even got into a bad company few years back when she was just 15. But now that she’s 17 and has found a guy who had never been in love before, she strive hard for her studies now. When i entered her room the other day, she had foolscap paper all stick around her study table, always reminding herself to get less than 15 points for her upcoming O levels. Maybe for now, her results are not up to her expectation yet, but Gavin and her always study in her room.

While on the other hand, Taiyong and Ree has been together since God-knows-when. So everyone knows that Taiyong is from a damn rich family, whose father drove a S-class Mercedes Benz and live in a 3-storey semi-dettached private estate at some ulu road in Serangoon. Surely, he’ll spend more than any other average guys so Ree took after him. (Or Taiyong took after her, or they both took after each others’ habits) Anyway, Ree earns little each month like less than half a grand, but she spends like nobody’s business. Online shoppings, outdoors shoppings are her most favourite past times.

Somehow or rather, i’m almost as similar as DArling too. I’ll save a sum of money aside for say like some emergency use, den i’ll spend the other part of money buying things that i like. Every month, DArling bound to give me at least $200 to spend and i already felt that its more than enough but he didnt think it that way. I dun wan to let others gossiped that i’m making use of my own bf for all my shoppings and spendings, so i’ve stopped taking money from DArling.

I hate wearing tights, but no choice cause all my skirts are very short and DArling’s mother dun like it.

Random Post.

My Asos stuffs finally arrived!! My white boots, white bag, green tube top and blue tee.

This month, i really spent too much already! Spend so much till DArling is having difficulties paying his roadtax and insurance, but luckily he saved some money up. This morning, DArling’s tyres puntured and the hole was too big to be mend so have to change. Actually only need to change 1 tyre, but he decided to change all 4 for $780 which was already very expensive cause his tyres are 17″. Taiyong bought a Nintendo DS Lite for Ree, and i wanted DArling to buy one for me too cause i wanna play Super Mario. DArling gave me $450 last night and told me: “If u wanna buy, u go buy lohs. But think about it, do u have the time to play anot? U’re not a student, so i dun think u can afford to have time to play. I give u the money and pay it for u, but u go and decide urself whether to buy or not. If dun want to buy, den take the money to go for shopping.” I was really surprised when he said that, but i’ve already decided not to buy. Was actually deciding whether to buy PSP or Nintendo, but now i just wanna concentrate on my work, family, friends and relationship and nothing else matters that much anymore.

 Yesterday evening, i went to dye my hair at Hollywood Secrets and the result was what i expected: VERY GOOD! Thanks to Sherin who helped me choose and mixed the colours for me, at least it covered up my highlights and dont look that ‘lianish’ already. Lols. DArling’s mum passed me $140 worth of TANGS vouchers last night, and its valid only after June 2009. I’m going to shopp again, but not this month as i’m quite broke after pumping in petrol for Daddy’s car again.

Going out of office real soon again. These few days Daddy is not in Singapore, i’m helping him to do all sorta of customer’s meetup. Yesterday was ELTA’s opening ceremony, so i went down there alone to attend it. Just nice, DArling together with his sales team were there too, so that makes me not that boring afterall. Mr Yeo, Director of ELTA was surprised to see me together with Sodick’s people and i had to explain to him that i’m currently working for them too. Left at about 1pm, and went to do my stuffs until late. I havent been returning back to office once i’m out at around after lunch time, but luckily my uncle helped me alot by mending the office. (=

Will be going to Coronation Road to help DArling pay his car insurance, then to Singtel Building to settle some outstanding stuffs with the Procurement Department.

GV GoldClass, Shoppings & Weekends (w/photos).

A day after my cousin’s solemnasation which was on a Wednesday, i went to catch The Pirates of the Caribbean with DArling, Ree and Taiyong. Being my sweet DArling, he treated all of us GV GoldClass at Vivocity. We were suppose to watch the movie at 0550pm, but we watched it only 20 mins later, all thanks to Ree and Taiyong for their late-coming. Well, the movie was very nice and the ambience in the cinema was very grand. There are table in between each 2 tables, and there’s a button in the table which you can press and ask for the food or drinks on the menu. They even have blankets for you to cover when u’re cold, and the blanket smelled so nice and fresh. When u’re tired of sitting up-straight, you can even press a button beside ur cushion-seat and it will automatically ‘transformed’ into a bed-like cushion where you can lie down and watch the movie. The only downside of the cinema was that the seats were too far apart, so DArling has really stretched out his hands to hold my hands in between the movies.

Again, i’ve been shopping like nobody’s business when i went out with Jacqueline and Mennis on last Friday to AMK Hub Midnight Shopping.

 

4 pairs of bras and 2 g-strings = $270+

2 pairs of heels = $98+

Then we were suppose to go to the Pasir Ris Cafe, but i do not know the way at all so we forsake the idea and went to Loyang to pray. Binzer called me, and he wanted to join us girls too. But after our praying, i still cant see Binzer’s car at all so i drove off to Changi Village to see ‘Sailormoon Jie Jie’ (as quoted from Mennis as she has seen them wearing sailormoon outfit before). Just nice on my way there, Binzer called me and he told me that he’ll join us all there at the carpark. It was already 0130am when we went to the market to chit-chat, and till 0230am we went off without Binzer as he needs to go home and rest. Went to Serangoon to eat Teochew Porridge as all of us were abit hungry, and there we chatted about marriages till 5am.

Woke up at 12pm with less than 4 hours of sleep, and slacked on the bed till Jacqueline aka fLaMe`GeR messaged me and told me to meet at 0530pm. But i need to fetch Mummy off from work, so postponed till 6pm, and in the end, i met Jabez(her son) and her finally at 0630pm cause i went to pump petrol before meeting her. Rounded IMM carpark for at least 3 rounds, and still no space for parking and just nice saw Elaine at the IMM entrance so we drove off to WestMall instead. They had their dinner at the foodcourt over there, while i only had a cup of lemon barley cause not feeling that hungry as yet. Jabez looked so much like his father, and he’s very active. He’s still manageable compared to some other babies, and he’ll smile at you when you smiled at him.

 Jessie and Jacqueline.

(The photo taken with Elaine was not uploaded because the file was too big.)

MOS Burger for slacking after that, and then we went off at 1030pm, where i sent them to Jacqueline’s house then to Darren’s house to pick him up. Luckily, when i reached his place was only 11pm, so we still have 1 more hour to celebrate his 28th birthday. Drove to UE Square and went to a bar called ‘Home Beach Bar’, its a very nice bar where one can just relax and look at the Singapore River. He gave me a pair of hand-made earrings and a handphone accessory which resembled like a pair of guardian angels, it seems weird when he gave me things on his very own birthday but still i accept it.

At around 1130pm, Binzer called me and asked me out for movies at Cineleisure. I told him that i’ll confirmed with him again cause i dont know what time will i be down with my stuffs, he wanted to watch Man in White. At around 1am, i told him that i cant meet him as i’m still with Darren and i’m feeling abit sleepy already. Sent Darren back home soon after, and before he got off the car, he gave me a kiss. Ok, i knew that all along he liked me for 2 years, but i really didnt expect that he’ll give me a kiss. I wiped it off my left cheek when he alighted, and i cant concentrate driving as all i was thinking was: what was that kiss suppose to mean. Drove to DArling’s house, and i told him about it when i was bathing, and damn him rushed into the bathroom and questioned me about it. I screamed and he looked very angry to me, but still i shooed him out and told him i’ll explained everything when i’m out of the bathroom.

He told me that i should pinned him down on the car seat and ankle-locked him in WWE style, his facial expression was very funny. Lols. He kept on yanking non-stop, while i just switched on the hair-dryer as i dont want to hear his voice. Fell asleep hearing his non-stop complaining about me being kissed by other guy at around 3am. Woke up at 7am as DArling need to send his mummy to work and i went back home after having breakfast with DArling and he mummy. Town for shopping with Samuel at 6pm and i bought things again!! I’m spending far too much this month and its not even the middle of the month yet. Bought Topshop top, Daddy’s Father’s Day Present from Springfield, Taiyong’s $100 TopMan card shared by DArling and me and a Adidas shorts for $49.

Total spendage $234.00

My earrings, necklances, rings and bracelets collections.

Danny’s & Cindy’s Wedding~

The wedding was a success, but it was quite boring to me. The food sucks, their services totally got no standard at all. And the waiting time between each dish takes about 15 mins, the food was cold therefore quality dropped. I guess Marriott Hotel is rated 4-5 stars, but i dun think its worth the rating at all. The ambience of the solemnsation was held at the poolside, and it was awesome with the sunset and the reflection in the pool. DArling and me were busying looking after my little nephew, and we dun really have the time to eat. Photos that contain me and DArling were with the photographer, so dont asked me why the photos above didnt feature us. When the photos are ready, i’ll scan and post it up.

Shopping with Mennis and Jacqueline and AMK Hub later, den to Pasir Ris Cafe.